Notes from Underground: 19th Blogiversary Post

Today is the 19th anniversary of the start of this blog. It was named for Dostoyevsky's novel of the same name, and since this morning I read an interesting critique and description of the novel on Facebook, what better way of celebrating the anniversary of this blog is there than sharing it here: 

Classic Literature 

Notes from Underground by Fyodor Dostoevsky is a groundbreaking work that delves into the darkest and most conflicted aspects of human consciousness. Widely considered one of the first existential novels, this novella, published in 1864, explores themes of isolation, free will, and the human tendency toward self-destruction.

Plot and Structure 

The novella is divided into two parts. The first, “Underground,” is a philosophical monologue in which the narrator, known as the “Underground Man,” grapples with his disdain for society, his sense of superiority, and his scorn for the rationalism and optimism of his time. Here, Dostoevsky presents a scathing critique of the emerging social ideals of the 19th century, questioning the notion of human perfectibility and the idea that rationality alone can guide human behavior. In the second part, “Apropos of the Wet Snow,” the Underground Man recounts a series of personal encounters that showcase his intense insecurity, emotional turbulence, and spite. His interactions, particularly with a young woman named Liza, reveal his inability to form meaningful relationships, his desire for control, and his overwhelming self-hatred. His actions oscillate between cruelty and vulnerability, illuminating the tension between his need for connection and his self-imposed alienation.

Themes and Analysis

At its core, Notes from Underground is an exploration of human freedom, especially the paradoxical desire to act irrationally, even to one’s detriment. The Underground Man embodies the tension between intellect and emotion, revealing how individuals can choose to suffer and reject societal norms simply to assert their independence. Dostoevsky’s probing into this psyche reveals the complex motives driving human behavior, from pride to self-loathing, and forces the reader to confront uncomfortable questions about autonomy, morality, and the need for meaning.

Dostoevsky’s critique of utilitarianism and “enlightened self-interest” — the popular belief that people act in ways that maximize their own good — challenges the reader to considenr the limits of rationalism. The Underground Man rebels against the idea that humanity can be entirely understood, or improved, through logic alone. His desire to make choices purely for the sake of rebellion suggests a deep-seated need for freedom that defies logical categorization, prefiguring existentialist thought.

Writing Style and Tone;

Dostoevsky's writing in Notes from Underground is intense, introspective, and laden with irony. The Underground Man’s narrative voice is sharp and caustic, giving readers an unfiltered look at his bitterness ahttps://www.goodreads.com/book/show/17881.Notes_from_Underground_The_Doublend cynicism. The novella’s fragmented and sometimes contradictory prose reflects the narrator’s chaotic inner world, creating a feeling of immediacy and intimacy. Dostoevsky’s use of direct address, as the Underground Man often speaks to an imagined audience, implicates the reader in his tirades and heightens the story’s impact.

Reception and Legacy

Upon publication, Notes from Underground was seen as a bold and unsettling work. Its exploration of moral ambiguity, psychological complexity, and existential themes has made it one of Dostoevsky’s most studied works. Often cited as a precursor to existentialism, it has influenced countless writers and thinkers, from Jean-Paul Sartre to Albert Camus, who admired Dostoevsky’s ability to probe the darker facets of human freedom and responsibility.

Final Thoughts

Notes from Underground is a challenging yet rewarding read that delves into the paradoxes of human nature and the conflicts inherent in modern consciousness. Its themes resonate just as powerfully today as they did in Dostoevsky’s time, as it forces readers to confront questions about individuality, freedom, and the inherent irrationality of human behavior. With its psychological depth, raw emotion, and philosophical insights, Notes from Underground remains a seminal work, essential for anyone interested in the darker corridors of the human psyche.

The book: Notes from Underground.

Why the blog?

I called the blog "Notes from Underground" because it was intended first of all to be a rather cynical and detached view of the world around us, but secondly, and finally, all human observers of human frailty are themselves subject to frailty and so their observations need to be taken with a pinch of salt.

The blog started here on Blogger, and you can go and look at the first post if you like. But the people at Blogger kept thinking of ways of making the editor more clunky and difficult to use, and at one stage it became so difficult that I moved it to a different blogging platform on Wordpress, which you can see here, and so most posts between 2012 and 2020 can be found at Notes from Underground on Wordpress.

For several years Blogger and Wordpress were in competition to see whose blog editor would be the clunkiest and most difficult to use, but in February 2020, at the start of the Covid pandemic, Wordpress won by making theirs impossible to use, and since then I've done most of my blogging here, clunky editor and all. 

Blogiversary of Khanya blog

Today is the blogiversary of my Khanya blog, which I started 13 years ago today.

Unfortunately I can't post this, or anything else, there any more, since the WordPress user interface is broken. It has been broken for about a week now, so I've reverted to blogging here,

Probably the most significant posts in those 13 years have been the series of Tales from Dystopia | Khanya, which are some memories of the apartheid era in South Africa. As it recedes further into the past fewer and fewer people will remember what the apartheid period was like -- no one under 30 can have much memory of it, and those who experienced the whole period will soon no longer be with us. So I hope others will be moved to blog about it, or record their experience in some other way.

I've written about many other things on the Khanya blog in the last 13 years -- theology, literature, history and politics. Just today someone commented that they had enjoyed reading a book I had reviewed: Another man’s war | Khanya. Fortunately the comment function still works, at least for those who have previously commented on it. Unfortunately comments from people who have not previously commented are put on moderation (to prevent comment spam), and approving of comments is one of the things that no longer works in WordPress.

Nevertheless, I post these stories and ideas in the hope that people will respond to them, and we can have a conversation. There are tag and category "clouds" in the right-hand margin of Khanya blog to find topics you are interested in, and a search function where you can enter a few key words to see what comes up. If you can't comment on the blog posts you can email me at shayes@dunelm.org.uk

I hope the people at WordPress will soon fix their broken user interface, but until they do, I'll continue blogging here.

Tales from Dystopia X: The banality of evil | Khanya

It's my other blog's fifth blogiversary today, so I'm referring everyone to the story at Tales from Dystopia X: The banality of evil | Khanya:

It's about bureaucratic machinations in a conspiracy to stop one sick old lady from receiving communion.

It's one of a series of posts on memories from the apartheid era in South Africa. The other posts in the series are:

• Tales from Dystopia I: Epukululo Lovawambo
• Tales from Dystopia II: Enemies of the State
• Tales from Dystopia III: Theological education in a totalitarian state
• Tales from Dystopia IV: Dennis Brutus and political interference in sporting affairs
• Tales from Dystopia V: Sophiatown and ethnic cleansing
• Tales from Dystopia VI: 1960 was a very bad year
• Tales from Dystopia VII: Amazing grace
• Tales from Dystopia VIII: Deportation from Namibia
• Tales from Dystopia IX: SACC Consultation on Racism 11-14 February 1980
• Tales from Dystopia X: The banality of evil

And you can find the full list at Tales from Dystopia | Khanya

Notes from underground: six years old today

Today is this blog's blogiversary, six years old today. I called it Notes from underground because I'd just re-read Dostoevsky's novel of that name, and thought it would be rather nice.

Here are the first couple of posts, rather experimental Notes from underground: November 2005.

The world has changed a bit since then.

Back then I was saying that our President Thabo Mbeki, for all his faults, was a lot better than George Bush and Tony Blair.

Now I would say that our President Jacob Zuma, whatever his good points, is no better than Barack Obama and David Cameron, and in some respects a lot worse.

I don't know how many posts I've written in this blog over the last few years, but different statistics report somewhere between 110000 and 138000 page reads, and visitors mostly come from:

United States - 45,166
United Kingdom - 9,163
South Africa - 6,393
Germany - 4,645
Canada - 3,004
Russia - 2,267
Denmark - 2,045
Australia - 1,836
Netherlands - 1,673
Slovenia - 1,394

The puzzling one there is Slovenia. Why Slovenia, I wonder?

Before starting this blog I used LiveJournal, but it was a bit clunky and difficult to use. It was intended more as a journal than a blog, and after seeing quite a lot of Blogger blogs I thought I'd try it out, and I was impressed with the ease of just sitting down and writing something.

What was most impressive was tools like the "Blog this" one, which made it easy to save the URL of a web site and comment on it, which is what blogging was originally all about.

At that time Blogger had just been taken over by Google, and about three months after I began using it Google decided to "improve" it, which meant that many features that I liked most, including "Blog this", stopped working. Google seemed to be taking their time about bringing in the replacements for the missing features, and at that time many bloggers switched from Blogger to WordPress, because Blogger was broken for about 18 months.

Eventually I too started a WordPress blog, mainly to see how it worked, in case I too had to switch, but quite soon after that Blogger was fixed, and so I began using both in parallel. Each of these blogging platforms had its strong points. WordPress was better for graphics, and also used straightforward HTML markup, whereas blogger used about a lot of commands just to display something like italic text (what it puts behind the scenes for that is italic text, whereas Wordpress uses the straightforward italic text).

But Blogger is much better at displaying third-party Javascript widgets, some of which are quite useful.

So where I posted something would depend largely on which features of the blogging platform I wanted to use. If I wanted pictures with captions, I'd use Wordpress, while for pictures without captions, Blogger would do, though if there were many pictures you would have to move them individually to where you wanted them, whereas WordPress puts them where in the post you want them to go.

Blogger remains better for quick and dirty web-logging -- using "Blog this" to post a link to a web page and comment on it.

I'm not sure why, but my WordPress blog, though started later, gets about twice as many visitors as this one.

And for quicker and dirtier stuff I've found Tumblr even better, so both this one and the WordPress one feed into Tumblr to be summarised.

Anniversary of this blog

Today is the anniversary of this blog, which I started five years ago today.

I thought it might be interesting to have a look at some statitics, like how many posts there have been, how many readers, and so on.

Here's the answer: There was an error while fetching stats. Please reload page.

The first post was this:

Notes from underground: Seek and ye shall find: "I've lost touch with a few old friends, and so I've entered their details in a 'reverse people finder'"

You can try it here:

And if you look down the sidebar on the right, you can see what the most popular posts have been, though I don't think thay were necessarily the best or the most profound.

Some of my personal favourites, in no particular order, are:

• Notes from underground: Thoughts on Spiritual Warfare (synchroblog)
• Notes from underground: It's cool to be hip but not hip to be cool
• Notes from underground: Orthodox mission in the 21st century
• Notes from underground: Five influences
• Notes from underground: Holy Poverty

Thoughts on blogging on a blogiversary

Today is the fourth anniversary of the starting of this blog, which prompts thoughts about blogging generally.

This wasn't my first blog. I started an online diary back at the beginning of the millennium, but it seemed a bit clunky, so don't write much there any more.

Then I was invited to LiveJournal by Bishop Seraphim Sigrist, and it was a combination of an online journal and a social networking site. I still use it for personal things. But there were two problems with it: first, while it was fairly easy to network with other people on LiveJournal, it wasn't so easy to link to people outside that circle -- one can't use widgets like MyBlogLog or BlogCatalog for social blogrolling, and while it is possible to have a blogroll of sorts, it has to be created laboriously by hand. The second problem is that unless one pays extra for a subscription, photos and graphics have to be hosted on a third-party site. I still have my LiveJournal, but my posts there often link to posts on my other blogs.

Then, four years ago, we got a broadband connection, which made web surfing more affordable, and also something that one could do at any time of the day or night, without waiting for times when phone rates were cheaper. So I discovered Blogger, and that it was useful for quick and easy blog posts. It seemed like a good tool for bouncing ideas off other people and things like that. So I started this blog.

About six months later, Google, having taken over Blogger, began messing with it and lots of features that I had liked stopped working. I liked the "Blog this" feature, where one could grab a bit of text from a web site or another blog, and make some quick comments on it. It stopped working for about a year. The problems of that period caused a mass migration of bloggers from Blogger to WordPress and other blog platforms.

At one point, when many Blogger features had not worked for six months or more, I too started a WordPress blog, to be ready to jump ship if necessary. I still have it, and it's called Khanya, and I still use it. For some reason that I've never been able to fathom, it seems to attract twice as many readers as this one.

I use the two interchangeably, sometimes writing a post on one, sometimes on the other. Which one I choose depends mainly on which features of the blogging platform seem easier for the purpose at the time. WordPress makes it easier to enter pictures with captions, for example, so if I want to post more than one or two pictures linked to a narrative, I post them there rather than here. But widgets like the MyBlogLog and BlogCatalog ones seem to work much better in Blogger than in WordPress. I like to know who has visited my blogs, because that is a reminder to me to go and look at theirs.

Blogger seems to have settled down now, and most of the features are working again, so perhaps I'll carry on blogging here for another four years, if it's still around then. And thanks to everyone who has commented over the last four years, and linked to posts, and helped in the sharing of thoughts and ideas.

Blogiversary

Today is the third anniversary of this blog.

It is now three years since I started Notes from underground on 28 November 2005, and in that time there have been 741 published posts (this is the 742nd).

This wasn't by any means my first online blog or journal.

I atarted an online journal at DearDiary at the beginning of the new millennium





I was then invited by Bishop Seraphim Sigrist to join LiveJournal, which I still use as a journal for personal events and happenings.

I then discovered Blogger, and started a blog here, because the Blogger software was specifically designed from blogging rather than journalling. The distinction between blogging and journalling is rather fuzzy nowadays, but a blog, or web log, is still basically a commentary on things one finds on the web, and Blogger had the "Blog this" feature that made it easy to link to web sites and comment on them.

Then Google took over Blogger, and introduced a new beta version of the software, in which many of the features, including "Blog this", no longer worked. At that point, from about October 2006, many Blogger users began moving to WordPress, and when more and more things in Blogger were broken, I myself started a WordPress blog, Khanya, in February 2007, in case it became necessary to move.

At first the Khanya blog was just experimental, just to see what could be done with it, but I began using it more and more, as Blogger remained crippled. Then about a year ago Blogger began to improve again, and many of the features like "Blog this" began working again.

So now I have two main blogs, which I use about equally. This one, Notes from underground, I still use mainly as a blog proper, to comment on other web sites, because the "Blog this" feature makes it easy. So if there is a distinction, this blog is more for news commentary, while Khanya is more for articles and ideas. But the distinction is not by any means absolute, and the choice of which blog I put something in is often determined not by subject matter, but by which one makes it technically easiest to accomplish whatever I want to do.

A lot of stuff that would previously have gone into my LiveJournal now also goes into this blog or Khanya, because they include pictures directly, while LiveJournal only allows one to link to pictures uploaded to a third-party site like Photobucket, which makes it more of a hassle to include pictures.

One thing that seems strange, however, is that even though I use this blog and Khanya interchangeably, the Khanya blog, on WordPress, always seems to attract more readers, as the following graph from Amatomu shows:



And that's in spite of the fact that this blog has been going almost twice as long as the Khanya one, and should thus have been able to gather more readers.

Anyway, it's now three years old, and I wonder if it (or I) will still be around after another three years.

Anyway, thanks to everyone who has read it and commented on the posts over the last few years. It's the comments that make blogging worthwhile, and help one to see whether ideas are worth pursuing or not. Well, perhaps I should qualify that by saying intelligent comments. Spam comments, and other comments that have nothing to do with the post and so add nothing to the subject, are worse than useless.